What makes you feel most free?

I think I don't understand this question. Freedom implies freedom from something and that seems pointless to me before I even get started. Freedom from what I've decided has its hold on me? Freedom from myself? I don't know how to let go of all of it and not care anymore. If I jumped out of an airplane I would feel free for a few minutes, but if I were wearing a parachute I would immediately start thinking "geez, I hope this thing opens" and then there would be much less freedom right away. I create the absence of freedom for myself and I think that serves me in the day to day way. The care and the planning and the anticipation keep me alive from one day to the next.  I take care of a life I love, people and animals and gardens and sweet things I love and treat nicely, and I have no desire to be free of them. One day, in one moment, all of it will be gone for me and I hope that in that moment I feel free and jump without a parachute. But until then, I'm sticking with my caretaking and the lack of freedom that comes with it. I think if you get to be here in a body you trade off freedom for the experience and I'm all about the experience of this.